Fun!!!

I want to have fun. Real fun! Authentic fun. I dont want to talk about work, use the term work, think about work anymore. I want to have an out of body experience again. I want to travel and eat fresh fruit and walk barefoot outdoors. I want to enjoy being a wild woman. A…

Introvert

I took the Myers Briggs Personality Test back when I was 12 years old. I have been an INFJ for a very long time. Extreme Introvert, Extreme Intuitive, Mostly feeling and only slightly judging. I remember when I took this test and read the results, I experienced joy at finally being understood! But even after…

Dysthymia: The State of Bluish-Gray

I recently told a few people that since completing graduate school, I found that I slipped into a state that I have experienced many times before. I think being in graduate school kept me busy and kept me distracted from this experience in the past. I don’t think I have ever called it by it’s…

Prioritizing Myself

I am deciding whether or not to remain in the program I am in. Lately, my connections and relationships have not felt authentic. I know that to share this they would ask where in my own life have I been inauthentic. I know that would be the question. I have been inauthentic in not admitting…

Courage

I know it’s been a while since I have seriously written here. I chose not to. But in the time I’ve been away lots has changed. I finished my masters degree, something which I had written about a few years prior, got a dog (might’ve mentioned this in a previous blog), and started a skin…

Creative Expression

I am one with Life and Life is constantly creating. As such, whether I am conscious of it or not, I, too, am creating. Knowing the power of the word, I choose to speak positive things and be a conscious co-creator with the Divine who moves through me. I write because I realize that in…

3 Principles To Guide Me

A friend told me that what I think about God is what I think about myself. It was an aha moment and a deep breath moment for me. I felt re-opened and re-energized. In that moment I felt like I remembered who I am. I have chosen three principles to help me through my journey…

Letter To God

Thank you, God, for taking the time to listen. I have not been in the best mood, nor have I been my best self. What I strived to avoid growing up has now become seemingly unavoidable. I have always tried to avoid power struggles and conflict. Now I know that conflict is unavoidable and some…

Correction Brings New Revelation

When I started saying the Ho’oponopono prayer, I felt so much resistance towards it, particularly surrounding the statement, “I am sorry”. It wasn’t that I had an issue apologizing and taking ownership for anything that I did. Ownership is important for growth. But I did not want to say “I am sorry” for what I…

I Like Myself

I decided I want to like myself, so that I can love myself. Over the years, I stopped liking myself because I did not like the person I became. I lost vision of the kind of person I like and the kind of person I want to be. The kind of person I like is…